.... is that tonight I let my oldest stay up and play XBox360 golf with Daddy until ten minutes to ten.
.... is that tonight, for the first time in close to a month, bedtime was easy with Naomi.
.... is that tonight I talked with a friend on the phone for 2+ hours.
.... is that tonight I shared Joshua's story again. And again I was reminded how blessed I was in that Joshua was allowed to go home with me in the state he was. And again I was reminded that he was a miracle.
.... is that tonight I noticed the girls' fish is floating on its side at the top of the bowl. And now I am aware there will be a trip to the pet store tomorrow.
... is that tonight I stayed up far too late, filling my head with things to ponder, and accomplished nothing that I felt I "should".
.... is that I will go to bed with my dishes still in the sink and my laundry still unfolded.
.... is that I will attempt to ignore my mom-guilt. And sleep soundly. Because Naomi went to bed on time, so she won't sleep in 'til 8am anymore.