Praying for you, Susie.
That is the best kind of therapy there is. I can't believe it's been 3 years. It seems like just yesterday I was checking in all the time on him, and on you.Sorry I've been lurking so long without saying something. I really admire you and your honesty. It helps me, and alot of others.
Thinking of you and remembering your little boy and your deep love for him.
i cannot imagine how tough this is for you. You and your family are in my prayers. I think of Joshua often, its how I found your blog(through elim friends). I pray today is a day of peace for you, Matt and the girls