"It's the constant battle for women! I feel totally unproductive, I don't accomplish anything, I'm not good enough, I'm not capable. How would I do it if I had another child? I can't even make it through the day with one kid without losing it nineteen times a day! How do these women with twelve kids do it without losing it? Oh, that's right, they hide in closets and eat ho-hos."
All in one breath. After saying dramatically, "Oh Havalah, what am I going to do with my life?" Havalah only laughed at me.
I replied, "When it doubt? Blog about it."
And then I did.