Chrissy posted "Where's the pic of the rabbit?" and would you believe I was totally stumped for a minute? What rabbit? Ah yes - I remember now - Oceana Rabbit, eating her carrot. Sorry - did not get that picture!
On another note. It's 1am. I've been up for 45 minutes with a ---- panic attack ---- I know, another one.
Well, judging by my posts over the last few days, its no wonder. But it's still scary, and uncontrollable. And it makes me wonder what else I can do. A nurse-friend of mine suggested I buy some mild sleeping pills for when I have attacks - so I can relax quickly. Good in theory, except she mentioned that three weeks ago, I forgot, and here I am again. Without pills.
Heck if I'm driving anywhere right now. And anyways, nothing's open. I guess this enormous jug of Raro (Koolaid) next to me will have to work. Tea is a good idea too, but it's hot - or at least I am when I have PAs.
Ladies and gentlemen, whoever you are out there who I don't know - I'm being brutally honest. I hate Panic/Anxiety Attacks. I cannot control them. I cannot make them stop. I cannot grasp reality. During PAs I have no grasp of numbers (what numbers are what) or temperatures, I get dizzy, confused, shaky, and my head spins. And there's nothing I can do to stop them.
I guess I should just ring a doctor or something.